Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Pushing The Envelope Issue Two - Part Two



Law of the Lawn

 "Stop the mowing," you say.
This court retorts:
Does the grass not look splendid?
Does it not smell ripe,
as if peeled by the blade?
Oh, but the sound of mowing bothers you?
Name one thing that produces effect
without making sound while producing ir?
Even human beings follow the rule.
If silence stars your priority,
I see you live in no hut or igloo
but a house built by motorized devices.
You make many more exceptions to rule
than any rule can bear.
Shall we stop the crickets from violining
because you cannot sleep?
Perhaps we might eradicate them,
a holocaust of crickets,
for sake of your sleep, mein Fuhrer?
I sentence you to mow lawns,
not only yours, but those of the neighbors,
the neighborhood, the suburb,
the entire city, all of the state,
until you say, "To mow is to be human.
"Our green grass saves us
"from being rapists and murderers.
"The grass is our god; we shall maintain it.
"Better to rip off my ears
"than to let one blade grow past regulation length.
"Have mercy on me, lawn.
"I cursed without knowing You
"or your servants, the good and mighty mowers.
"Bless you for growing, always growing,
"forever in need of light trim,
"to show the neighbors by example
"the depth of my worship."


~Paul A. Toth~





















                                                                                          William Shakespeare 


Shakespeare Sonnet 23

As an unperfect actor on the stage,
Who with his fear is put beside his part,
Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage,
Whose strength's abundance weakens his own heart;
So I for fear of trust, forget to say,
The perfect ceremony of love's rite,
And in mine own love's strength seem to decay,
O'ercharged with burthen of mine own love's might:
O let my looks be then the eloquence,
And dumb presagers of my speaking breast,
Who plead for love, and look for recompense,
More than that tongue that more hath more expressed.
O learn to read what silent love hath writ,
To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit.



LISTEN


while they say “actions speak louder than words”

it seems most of my good deeds go unheard

all this time you wonder if I love you – still

or if love’s habit has replaced love’s thrill

so I’m writing you this song

and hoping it will right this wrong

impression. listen. listen.

listen to my eyes the way they look into yours

listen to my hands they way they lock onto yours

listen to my thighs the way they enfold you

listen to my arms the way they hold you

listen to my feet the way they rub against yours

listen to my tongue the way it rubs against yours

listen to my skin the way it glistens and glows

listen to my lips they way they glisten and glow

can you hear me say it now?

can you hear me say it now?

every part of me is speaking

with every bone down to its marrow

every pulsing cell through every vessel

every pore and hair upon my skin

every taut and rippling muscle

every atom of me sings!


~Roxanne Hoffman~







John’s Balcony

By Bonnie Martha MorĂ©t 

We laughed
We spoke
I sometimes cried
He often joked
Libations overflowed
Sometimes until dawn
He shared his emotions
Very openly
Never withdrawn
The balcony at his place
With a tree that hid a wry face
Our comforting assuage
Eased the burdens of life
As we stood daily on its stage




Weather

 Here, have a tie-dye
on those stripes,
just a touch of white
trash black on those
flaming Hawaiian flowers;

It’s suffering succotash,
dear, a hard-won head
ache
a purple-headed heart
ache
every blasted throb
a 9-to-5 retail job.

There is scientific interest
in your own destabilization,
clothed to the point of suffocation;

major dope addiction
dulling a literary dullard’s
pain
with stutters of sodomophobic
relief.

~Adam Henry Carriere~
  




Bare City

My job went overseas
Quick like a breeze

Flint is a bust
There is nothing left but dust

Barren left over’s of land
Reminding us of things once grand

The bank now owns the most
I’ve no place left to host

It’s how to clean up the aftermath
That is the over flow of the political bath

We the people have given all
Michigan is at a slow crawl

The auto plants are gone
What’s left is wrong

NAFTA is at the heart
Bringing back some work would be the start

Give use a beginning that is new
Plant the seeds too erase the blue

Copyright©2009 by Phillip A. Hubbard



Sin
What is meant to be will simply be
what once was will be forever forgotten
and what is will be a distant memory
The tasted sin wishes to be tasted once more 
but cares only for the flesh
The moans echoes and ripples through the body of the willing
Never realizing this moment will be etch into the heart but this moment alone
Arching the back, pulling towards, thrust forwards, the ecstasy drives to legalize insanity
A kiss, a whisper of lust breathing warm air down your neck
Nibbling your lower lip as the hands of passion cascade down your chest
The lessons taught was give pleasure of the night
Never to receive satisfaction of knowing the next day
A beautiful lie, an unforgivable sin
Yet...an irresistible desire to taste that sin again
To touch your skin 
For your body to be pressed up against mine, forever intertwined
Please...Let me taste my sin again


~Fiorella Arrunategui~






FOG
     Another day of fog and rain-I don't mind it but Joe hates it. He always gets into the worst moods when it's foggy. Lately he doesn't seem to ever be in a good mood.

            I guess, he's still mourning over his lost love. If you ask me the whole thing is so stupid. He met this guy over the internet sure they wrote back and forth for a month. Then they started talking on the phone for hours at a time. I wouldn't have cared but he was driving me crazy. He never closed his bedroom door when he was having phone sex with what's his name-Mike-Peter it didn't matter. He was loud and I heard and occasionally saw everything.He was such an exhibitionist.

            He never met Mike face to face-never saw him-his photos could have been fakes. He wouldn't listen to me when I told him that I had met Mike on the internet before him. Mike had really bad vibes-he wrote that he hated being Gay and prayed to God every night to make him straight. And if God couldn't make him straight then he wanted God to send him the perfect man-the perfect lover. I thought why-he doesn't deserve it. He doesn't even love himself. Why should the perfect man love him? He wasn't perfect.

            Oh great, I hear Joe crying those bitter tears again in his bedroom.
            He never noticed or hears me when I tell him that I love him as a lover.

            The fog is very thick tonight. The thickest that I have ever seen.

~Brain Damian Sabbats~












The Fetish

I want the world to go away. She dances under my bedroom window every night. Some nights she’s more roused than others. I know that others can see her, and I want the rest of the world to go away. I want her to dance only for me, but I realize that’s impossible. Yet I find some comfort in the fact that they love her in a pure, non-carnal way. Unlike myself, you see. I love her so impurely that it borders on obscene. Some would say it is obscene...this love I have for her. Sadly, they would say it’s obscene only because of who I am, and what she is.

There must have been a full moon the night it first began, although I’m not certain. Lying in bed, enduring yet another sleepless night, I found it odd that my bedroom was so illuminated, it seemed as if fifty invisible candles were burning.

Tossing and turning, thinking and hoping. Hoping to just close my eyes and fall asleep. My memories taking me back to when I was a small child. I was such a peaceful sleeper that I would awake in the morning in the same position that I fell asleep in. Nine or ten hours of undisturbed sleep later, I would rise, with a smile on my face and full recollection of my dreams. Wonderful, colorful dreams of running through blossom-studded fields and then spreading my arms and soaring ten feet off the ground. And then there were the trees. I always dreamt of trees as a child. Climbing and more climbing. The trees of my dreams surged one hundred feet or more into the sky, and I scaled them with ease, feeling every inch of the rough bark on my bare soles. I would sometimes awaken with tiny cuts on the bottom of my feet, but I would convince myself they were caused from walking around the yard barefoot.

All I was left with now were sleepless nights and yearnings. I yearned, yet did not know for what. That’s the thing that tortured me the most. For how could I fulfill my desire when I did not know what I desired? The answer came to me that freezing, end of March-night. I desired her. It was a yearning that I had to fulfill.

There she was. She spoke to me without words. Danced for me without music. Reached for me without arms. Right there outside my bedroom window. The light of the moon frolicked on her limbs. Every reflected beam was like a wink across a room intended for a soon-to-be lover. The dance she danced was so slight yet so sensual. Barely moving yet it was a wild dance. She danced only for me, it seemed. Surely many other men had been attracted to her before me, I presumed. Yet in my mind, I and I alone deserved her. They all had their normal, sleep-filled lives. Perhaps most were married, in love, had children. They did not need her or want her the way I did. Therefore, she had to be mine.

In the realization of my fetish, I felt so sick and abnormal. How could I lust after her? Although I had read nothing describing my adoration of her as a fetish, I wanted to wear this branding...this badge of having a fetish, around my neck for the rest of my life. Like a pyromaniac or a pedophile, I justified it. The yearning was so strong that I had to give in. I justified it by thinking that I wasn’t hurting anyone. For in my lust for her, she would not be hurt. She could feel no physical or psychological pain, you see.

So there I lay. Every shimmy and quiver she made compelled the moonlight to blink off my window. I could hear the wind whispering, but it sounded as if she was moaning. I wished it were true, and therefore, it was. One thing I knew for sure was that the yearning was mutual. In my mind, at least, she wanted me just as much as I wanted her.
I didn’t fall asleep that night until the sun began to rise and night turned into day. Once the sun began to twinkle onto her limbs, she seemed like a child to me. Off-limits to my sick fetish. I would not, and could not, subject her to my compulsion in the daylight. She would have to be my night lover only, for my desire waned once the sun ascended into the sky.

A few evenings later, and hours before our imminent consummation, my breathing became deep and almost guttural. Pacing around, and long, ice-cold showers that numbed my fingertips and toes could not put an end to my arousal. Nightfall could not come fast enough. If given the option, I would have gladly forsaken the sun forever, if only the twilight would arrive immediately.

Mother nature was my cohort that night. Although according to the calendar, spring officially began days before, it was a bitterly cold end of March evening that entered the record books. This hopefully ensured virtually empty sidewalks and streets. I wore a dark-blue cashmere pullover with nothing underneath, and a pair of overly-worn, soft as felt, button-fly jeans. My fingers quivered so much that it took me more than ten minutes to fasten all the buttons. I theorized that this was the least amount of clothing I could get away with, given the temperature, without seeming downright loony if spotted on the street by a passerby.

Making my way down the corridor of my building toward the door leading outside at 3:15 A.M., I didn’t even know what I would do, exactly, once I got to her. Like a mother reaching out to hold her newborn baby, still covered in greasy vernix, or a fly committing suicide in a bowl of scrumptious syrup, I just knew that my actions would come naturally. Without thought, planning or consequence, and definitely with the promise of pure bliss.
Once outside, I immediately spotted her.

Her long, naked branches resembled the limbs of an unusually lanky, angelic looking young girl, undoubtedly destined to become a fashion model. I took a quick glance upwards and to my right to look at my bedroom window. Until then, I had only pined over her through that glass pane, thirty feet above. A quick roll of my eyes, left, then right, established the fact that the sidewalk was devoid of people. As I approached, a short and frigid burst of wind bent one of her lower limbs downward and I was instantly overwhelmed with desire, as it was apparent that she was eagerly reaching down towards me.

I rubbed the back of my right hand gently across the lower part of her trunk. Her bark was gorgeously caramel-colored and rough. How on earth, I asked myself, could any man, including myself, ever have been turned on by moist, smooth flesh, or warm, wet kisses? At this second, a human woman’s warm, soft flesh seemed as repulsive as the bloody side of a freshly stripped piece of animal skin, and human female lips, like two plump, pink maggots.

Her dark, hard roughness added a welcome sensation to my mushy cold skin. In one smooth downward motion, my hand turned around so that my palm was now caressing her. After several seconds, my left hand came up and wrapped around her waist, which was slim and couldn’t have been more than seventy centimeters around. Holding on tight, I pulled myself close to her and pressed my chest into her lovely brown bark. The delicate fibers of the cashmere locked into the jagged furrows of her body. I could not detach myself from her even if I wanted to, it seemed, for each and every minuscule curl of goat wool had latched itself onto her tiny jutted bark imperfections.

In my newly twisted psyche, she was a warm-blooded, breathing, panting being. I turned my head and pressed my left cheek into her. Like a child making bark rubbings with tracing paper and pencil, I pressed long and hard until I was sure an impression was made onto my flesh. Our embrace lasted five to six minutes and it was enough to seal our love.

My lover is a Honey Locust. Deciduous by nature, our affair began that cold, end of March night, when she was still in her bare stage. As I made my way back to the entrance of my building that night, I became quite giddy with the thought of what striking beauty she would present to me in the warmth of spring, when her light green buds would burst forth and tease me with every night-time rustle, seemingly whispering my name. I was sure it would be— and it was—intoxicating.

~Gina Delorenzo~


Off The Cuff

If I told you that
                                         I would love you forever

Would you believe me?
Would you believe
all the stories
of my wild
                                    encounters with women & men

I will not deny them-
                        take me as you find me

Will you want me
as much as I want you?

In the cold nights & every night
remember me

(Laughs)
I AM YOUR DREAM

~Brian Damian Sabbats~


HEAL

 Little girl from Africa
Was only three years old.
Hide and seek in the sunshine,
her heart was made of gold.
She didn’t know they would come.

Little girl from Africa
was just a baby girl.
She wore pretty dainty frocks,
she chose not to have any curls.

Little girl from Africa
She always ran and played.
Smiled with her family,
beans and grain in the shade.
She didn’t know they would come.



Little girl from Africa
was seized by three men.
Each took their turn,
pushed hard inside her gem.

Little girl from Africa
Didn’t know they would come.
Soldiers used themselves and weapons,
she screamed even after they were done.

Little girl from Africa
they asked her mother
“how does your daughter feel?”
The mother replied with tears,
“she is learning on how to heal.”

~Maria Chisolm~









Monday, January 18, 2010

Pushing The Envelope Issue Two Part One 1/18/10

Pushing The Envelope: Issue Two
New Year, New Desires,
New Adventures With Writing
1/18/10

There is nothing more important to us then:
OUR FANS AND WRITERS

New York, Oregon, DC, California, Florida, Nevada, Georgia, Washington, New Jersey, Ireland, Italy, Halifax NS, and Claymont De....and others

“Fasten Your Seat Belts It’s Going To Be A Bumpy Read”
The Late, Great: Bette Davis "Yes even she is a fan from the great beyond"

Featuring Such Great Works As:

The Prey Becomes The Wolf
Shakespeare’s Sonnet 23 And A Response By
Roxanne Hoffman
Me
Whitman
The Fetish
Emmett Till
The Law Of The Lawn
My Imaginary Girlfriend
The Group Poem
And Many More!

Letter From The Editors

Poetic Greetings,
Happy New Year! This is our second issue, and there were some who said this would never last. We are growing more everyday. We have a Facebook page, and finally a Website: http://ptealiterarymagazine.blogspot.com. We are loving every minute of this great undertaking. We took what we learned from the first issue, and made this issue bigger and better. We have even become a bit more computer savvy along the way. This time around has been a little less stressful, and we enjoy what we do very much, and can’t wait to work with our fellow writers in the third issue. We already have some very talented writers lined up.
We are very proud of all the writers in issue two. We have some old favorites, and a lot of new writers to enjoy. Returning authors include: Roxanne Hoffman, Myself, Brian, Danny Garcia, Adam Henry Carriere, and Patricia Carragon. We also have some wonderful and very talented new comers to our pages. Donnie Gatto, Gina Delorenzo, Paul A. Toth, Fiorella Arrunategui, Bonnie Martha Moret, Maria Chisolm just to name a few. Also we have some art work in this issue. Some of it was include by the author of the pieces, and Anti social submitted two pieces: “Burlesque,” and “The Vapors.” We also put together a group poem which is truly terrific, and there were about ten poets who helped make it a true beauty. All who grace the pages of issue two made this a wonderful experience, and a beautiful issue.
There was no theme for this issue, but we felt that one emerged as the submissions came in. This issue seemed to deal with love or desire for the most part. Although there are some works that just stood on their own. One of the best examples of desire is the story by Gina Delorenzo: “The Fetish.” This story blew us away. It has a great twist in it. That you have to read to find out what it is. It is truly worth the wait. There are two poems that come to mind that best represent love, and they are: “John’s Balcony”, and Roxanne Hoffman’s “Listen.” Each and every piece in this issue is great, and will make you feel. I hope you like it as much as we liked putting it together.
So sit back and relax. Get a cup of coco, wrap yourself up in a warm blanket, and enjoy!
xoxox Kevin And Brian :)



Gender Fuck

I am a gender bender
A boy/girl not belonging
to all boy or all girl
somewhere in-between

I wear a tux
on New Year’s eve
shiny red bow tie
I tell my barber: cut my
hair like a guy’s – please

I sometimes get called: “Sir”
and I LOVE IT

I am a gender bender
bending rules of gender
a boy/girl not belonging
but somewhere in-between

I wear boxers under my
fly-button 501 jeans
I’ll go to a dance
in a shirt and tie

I’ll use the men’s room
and never wait on line

I am a gender bender
a boy/girl not belonging
somewhere in-between

I hide my breast under
flannel shirts in the winter
when I look in the mirror
I see Antonio Banderas

macho guys stare at me
with looks that could kill

WHY DO THEY HATE ME

BECAUSE

I am a gender bender
bender rules of gender
a boy/girl not belonging
somewhere in-between

FUCKING GENDER

EVERY CHANCE I GET!

~Donnie Gatto~

The Prey Becomes The Wolf


Drowning in an ocean of words...
All of them are meaningless coming from the mouth of a meaningless person with the soul of a rabid wolf:
starving for food, taking as he pleases and never giving back to his pack...
But sooner or later, the lone wolf will realize he has nothing to offer but his petty words and actions...
He will shed all he had and soon will be found naked, drenched in his own blood...
The once destroyer of hearts and lyrics will be killed by his own reflection...
And once more he returns to the young maiden whose heart he has crushed, begging for another chance written between the lines.
She shunned him, never forgetting the wound still screaming for her life back...
The maiden looked to the window at another world while his became a downward spiral, a mere nightmare of the world he once loved but took for granted.
The alienation was his demise and now is left bleeding...
spelling out for help with the bloody lies he once embraced...
He ate himself slowly, his eyes came first for he was blinded by the pain he brought and lives that were lost by his disguise.
"Will I ever forget?" The maiden asked her wounded reflection, a dark haired creature of four paws and a tail.
"I do not know, little one. Only time will heal the repeated whips and cuts wrapped around my body. My world has been shattered but my will is still strong for another has taught me that no one is worth blood spilled...no
one is worth my tears," The creature spoke.
The pieces were placed back together but for how long will they hold?
Another wolf has come but this time to love the maiden the way she was meant to be love but the maiden stands
guard of her soul,
frightened by the warmth of the silver eyed figure.
She screamed, shaking in fear, bloody tears rolling down her olive sun kissed cheeks.
He held her close, embracing her, kissing her, wishing to erase the life she once knew but never regretted.
The Maiden stopped, and looked at her protector...
Time has stopped and the broken pieces were made whole in that one moon filled night.
The Maiden was now a woman; wise, beautiful, graceful and scarred,
just like how the creature of her reflection appeared but this time...the mysterious feline was now her.


~Fiorella Arrunategui~





Today I opened a can of whole, stewed tomatoes and thought about the grandma I barely knew. The reflection came when I found myself instinctively knowing to cut the tomatoes into bits while still in the can. Two knives crisscrossing inside the aluminum is so much easier than trying to break them up in the stewpot. As I used the technique, which was actually shown to me by my own mother as shown to her, I began to wonder what simple, but wonderfully sage short cuts like this one I had missed.
Grandma Blanche died when I was 3 and she was 52. It was an agonizing process I am told - and even have a few vague memories of hospital beds and a portable toilet. Her brand of brain tumor was so mysterious and insidious, that the cure is no closer now than it was in 1970. My mother told me that the moment she slipped away, she was at her bedside. An annoying sound that she could not quite place filled the air. It was a bit like a siren and continued for a while until she realized it was her own primal grief being released into the room.
This afternoon, as I made chili for my own family, I thought about her. My memories were like petticoats swishing around a corner before you can grasp them - as incomplete as any small child’s recollections. This particular practical kitchen advice rang so true to her character as I knew it, I strained to think of more. Growing up, my parents had shared many stories about her, which generally elicited chuckles. She was a difficult personality who once told my father he shouldn’t marry my mother because she was a “know it all”. Mom knew he was special when he responded, “then we are perfect together because I actually DO know everything.”
I understood her to be uniquely intelligent and inclined to write about everything. She was an outspoken follower of local politics in the 40’s and 50’s when it was not considered ladylike for a woman to be so opinionated. My grandfather was a man who never got in her way, nor shared any of her passions. He was a loving, hard-working man who wore rose-colored glasses. They lived in a then remote area (which is now the town of Darien ), which also afforded little outlet for intellectual stimulation.
As I grew up without direct influence from this woman, I experienced an adversarial relationship with my own mother. The world was a much more sophisticated place, but a woman could still feel trapped intellectually – and in her kitchen for that matter. My mother was strong and smart and living an updated version of her mother before her.
It’s as though I can palpate my grandmother, the way skilled hands can feel deeper muscles through more superficial ones, just by knowing my mother. All of this came to me over a can of tomatoes. Much like the ones Grandma used to give us, rinsed out, with a bucket full of snow from outside so we could play at her feet on the kitchen floor.


She’s a right to arms –
That Spanish guitar body –
with bows and arches cast
In gleaming precision.

He’s reaching to strum
and drum pulse approaches music.
In the stillness against her
Fearless neck,
a trebly song is born.


The End

~Jean Sotos~


Dearest-
1.

Its always a whole lot of rainbows
A whole lot of sunshine
After we’ve been away from one another
Many days and nights of summer rains
Thunderous lighting rods pierce your love squeezes my heart
Begging so I give it
Warm days and nights full of humility your touch you whisper
Your mine, I’ll never never never let you go
Fall leaves paint every color every emotion it exposes my fear my trust
Our bodies swim in green yellow rivers full of love it rushes us up stream
Out into the ocean where this love swims for its life
Winter comes in with a cold breath breathing in my ear
Down the back of my neck my body shakes you lay your storm over me
And I don’t know I don’t know how to know how to think
What to believe, there is no clue no sound
Tomorrow tomorrow is so far away

~Ice~


Innocent Little Girl


Innocent Little Girl
So naive and so young
Didn't know her misery had begun
When a stranger changed her life one day
While he thought, 'well, this is going to be fun'
Innocent Little Girl
So sweet but so stupid
Met a boy as naive and young as she
But little did she know
A demon in disguise was he
Innocent Little Girl
So pure but inexperienced
What she wanted was love
What he wanted was fun
And before she knew it
The Deed was done
Innocent Little Girl
So broken and hurt
Suddenly saw her heart in the dirt
Where the boy had left it for all to see
She wanted to be loved but didn't know her soul was the fee
Innocent Little Girl
So angry and full of hate
She went out to find him and end his fate
Bound, gagged and tied up real good
Was thrown in the basement without water or food
I screamed,
Innocent Little Girl
Have you lost your head?!
By early morning's light, he will surely be dead!
She smiled quite wide as she look to the floor
"I guess I'm not that innocent anymore."


~Fiorella Arrunategui~


WHITMAN

Good Old Walt Whitman,
He Brought Oranges
To The Freshly Bleeding Boys
Just Off The Battlefields
Of Northern Virginia.

He Put Cold Washclothes
On Their Foreheads,
And Listened Endlessly,
To Their Stories
Of Mother And-
The Corn Coming In
(this while the sepsis and gangrene set in)

Yup,
Good Old Whitman,
He Was Always Holding
America's Hand.

He Saw It All;
From California,
To Alaska,
To The Man
On the Moon,
His Poetry Had Us,
In It's Wide Open Arms

Now, It's A Truism,
That The Undeserved
Are Overly Rewarded
In This Life
(with the converse holding naturally)

So, It's No Wonder,
That Walter Passed Away
All By Himself,
In A little Room,
Of Camden, New Jersey.

There Was No Nice Husband There,
To Hold His Hand
When His Breath Went
Out On The Wind

Good Old Walt Whitman,
We Wish He Was Here To Thank
In The Flesh,

~Dan Gross~



MY IMAGINARY GIRLFRIEND
1
I wake up to the sound of her
getting ready to go to work
in the walk-in closet.
I step in and grab her waist,
pull her closer to me, and kiss her,
long and deep, good morning.
She knows it’s turning me on
to feel her belt rubbing against
my waist. She takes her hand
and slides up my shirt to feel my breasts.
Her mouth begins to explore my body.
First, a taste of my ample breasts
as they heave up and down,
in rhythm to her mouth.
My nipples are sensitive
and I love when she tongues them.
She moves down my body,
kissing my stomach. It tickles.
Then she goes down to my pulsating pussy,
aching to be licked and eaten.
She plugs her tongue deep inside of me.
My back arches. I grab the door,
lean back, and moan loud in pleasure.
When I’m done, she picks a pink tie,
kisses me, and heads out saying
she’ll be home early tonight.
I go back to bed.

2
She wakes up thinking she is her own boss.
She decides not to go to work today.
She kisses me, wakes me up, and says
I’m sexy beyond belief. She loves the way
I ooze sexuality with every breath.
She loves that my mouth will swallow
whatever she gives it. We take a shower.
She’s looking in her side of the closet,
thinking aloud. She doesn’t need all
her fifty three neckties… would I be happy
bounded and gagged with all of them?
She will of course leave all my holes
nice and… vulnerable.

3
She walks in and sees me dressed as instructed.
Short skirt, thigh highs, and sheer button blouse.
I have my hands on the counter, back to her,
and my back is arched. I’m showing off my ass.
She stands close behind me, pacing around, taking it all in.
I turn to look. She orders me to keep my eyes ahead
and arch that back. Her instructions come with a sharp,
firm smack on my ass. I let out a short gasp, then focus,
arching and stretching my body for her.
She keeps her hand on my ass, caressing it,
pulls back and gives it slow steady smacks,
resting her hand on it and shaking it.
I anticipate her rhythm, start breathing heavily,
and rear back for the next slap. I try not to moan.
As she lifts my skirt, I look over my shoulder. For the first time,
we look each other in the eye, both inspired by what we see.
She tells me that I do not have permission to look at her
and gives my bare ass a hard smack. I smile and look forward.
She says maybe I need help in not looking.
She reaches into her treasure drawer. I grow nervous and fidgety.
She puts a hand on my shoulder, tells me to relax, blindfolds me.
Now hold that ass out and enjoy it slut. She takes time working my ass over.
Nice long spanking, first with hand, then with belt.
When I’m nice and bright red, she spreads my cheeks
and guides her hand down, rubbing my now soaking wet pussy.
She works it over, fingers it, sucks it,
plays with my asshole at the same time.
I’m begging for it. She forces me to my knees
and fucks my throat. She calls me nasty names.
Then takes out the rope.

~Maria Lapachet~



Candy Land


Tangy peppermint on the tongue
A new born babies
Day is done
Reinforced tress in the forest
Timber no more
He will follow you to the
Ends of the earth
He will make you laugh
Cinnamon sticks come alive
Gingerbread no longer comforts
For fantasy
Has become reality
He has the golden ticket
He’s not afraid to us it
Or taste the new beginning.


~Kevin Michael Wehle~